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Friday, May 16, 2008

im getting my pay today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha.... today after school have to rush down to tampines to be coach assistant... sian la...
everyday so tired...
cannot focus in school ar....
the two things im thinking about now is shawn and what am i going to do a tampines later....
this week i totally shag ar...
rush to everywhere sia....
feel so empty without shawn...
sian la...
you ask me not to think so much but is it possible not....
obviously not la...
you are not me you don't know how i feel...
you can don't think so much but not me....
you know ytd the only thing you tell me is don't think so much...
i tried but i can't... is not i never try k...
you think i like to be bothered by all these things...
after you left, i see you online also dun dare to talk to you...
cause you ask me dun think so much about you so i was so dam bloody sad...
although you only left for one day but to me it feels like you left for 1 week alr....
feel like telling you how im feeling now but im just so scared of your response....
you just make me feel so miserable...
but you never read my blog so you will never know.....

shane respond to the msg that you send to me....
i admit that he is nice but i really feel very suffocated..
he controls too much of my life...
i need my freedom and my time...
i want to focus in my work and school...
he never thought of how i feel and never tried to understand me...
i probably need to have some time with myself den i will give him an answer...
although it feels like im the bad person but other ppl will never know what he have done to me...

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