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Thursday, August 20, 2009

never see you today...
felt weird and sad...
i hope to see you everyday can? pls...

some matters that i really need to settle soon...
its really time for me to spend some time thinking about whats been going on...
how i am going to deal with you...
i need to sit down alone clear my mind and just think of the problem...
to think if you are meant for me and what is really suitable for me...
well... some problem i really dun want to face but if i don't its wasting my time and also yours...
we'll see how it goes bah...
on some days i really dun feel like im in your world...
it just feel like you have so many things that i don't know that you are hiding from me...
I sent you an sms ask you what you would steal from me... i was with you and you said you want to steal my heart...
you didn't reply in sms and didn't send me the msg...
but if i could steal something from you i would really want to steal your heart...
i want to steal the whole of you...
but well you said you need your friends or you have no life...
what else can i do... i want to change you...
but... its impossible...
quit school, full-time job...
guess thts wht you have alr decided on...
you often lie to me tht make me dun believe you at a point of time and i lied to you tht now you dun believe me as well...
so much lies in r/s... i just wonder if we can move on further...

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Sunday, August 9, 2009

my life is full of surprises...
bad surprises...
it can just happen and over within 3hrs...
and within that 3hrs... i spend $2k...
in the end i got nothing...
i could have bought so many things and paid for so many other bills with that money...
dammit...
im hate my family more cause of all the shit that i get at home...
dad
is a total nuisance and useless shit...
always giving us problem...
but he is the one who is always so proud and thinks he does alot of things for the family...
pls..
if not because of mum you wouldn't have anything today...
seriously i can't wait for the day when you fuck off from my life...
maybe mum and me would be better off without you...
you are just a freaking troublemaker wasting our money thinking we have a lot of money for you to waste...
continue smoking but i just hope you won't die of smoking...
or i won't even feel sad for you...
you don't worth my pity...
and you have no right to talk at home..
so i would really wish next time when you are home you just shut your mouth sit there watch tv and sleep..
if not get out of the house...
cause i dun welcome you at all...
you can jolly well find a new house which i suppose you have...
so dun stick to us just because we have the money for you...
who knows if we give you the money and you spend it on somebody else...
and in front of family and friends i would really try not to have you in the topic cause i can't think of anything nice to say about you...
and this really show how much you are being a sucker...
you drag me to hell!!!
i will hate you for the rest of my life!
sucks to have a dad like you!

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