Sunday, June 28, 2009
what a random post...
well something about you...
once my friend...
now that i look at you...
i truly know that we are very far away from each other...
yea...
so near yet so far...
i am not able to go into your life anymore...
neither would i want to...
from the time when i knew everything about you till now...
i don't know anything about you...
quite sad...
you tried to talk to me...
but i don't think that works well...
at least you tried...
i appreciated all that you have done for me though...
i guess thats the end...
and i would have had nothing to do with you anymore...
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Monday, June 22, 2009
FEVER!!!
I know you saw something that you shouldn't see...
its something you wouldn't expect to see in my phone...
well i guess no matter how much i try to explain to you, you won't be able to understand it...
you always assume things can go the way you want it to but seriously its not always the case...
when i tell you about what happen...
you say that i am exaggerating...
but that was the fact...
forget it if you don't believe me...
no matter how hard i try to explain you don't believe...
I felt like shyt when i ask if you have anything that you wanna say and you said you were tired...
the more you are not telling me anything it goes more to show that you are angry with me...
i would rather you trash it out with me and you know what lets talk things out...
we have too many problems that have not been solved...
its always there with no solutions...
it makes our scar deeper and hurts much more...
would leaving be a good choice???
i know you are nice but to some extent you really love your games more...
i hope we will get to talk things out and solve the problems... :'(
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Sunday, June 21, 2009
POOLSIDE PARTY!!!
alrights here are some pictures that we took...
not in the water...
LOL.
almost got thrown down into the pool...but but i manage to get away and got into the pool myself...
haha...
almost drown la can...
the pool is so deep...
3 meters..!
hahaha...
its almost two times my heights already...
haha...
scary but fun ah...
HAHAHA...
alrights... thats all for today...=)
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Wednesday, June 17, 2009
STITCH!!!
hahaha....
going to be with me till Saturday...
yesah...
now everyday sleep late and wake up late...
totally shag...
ahahaha...
luckily i wasn't late for school...
lol.
so sian...
so tired alr and yet i still have UT...
lazy lazy lazy...
confirm fall asleep during UT...
LOL.
anyway bbq on Saturday..!
haha...
*rmb rest early kaes...(:
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Tuesday, June 16, 2009
its been a long time since i last update my blog...
cause busy with 'work', i mean voluntary work...
although it is voluntary its fun..!
hehe...
10-14th june was with SNSC...
haha...
everyday go there change baskets and look at swimmers...
LOL.
anyway from that past 5 days...
i make new friends... Kimberly, Yu Ting, Sam, Alicia, Janice, Billy, Meng Keat, Jared, Mel, Nicholas, Jane and a few more...
sorry if i didn't mention your name ah...
haha...
that event was fun fun and a whole lots of fun...
although it was very tiring cause we need to stand for long hours and walk around...
but but really is fun...
haha...
i miss those 5 days lor...
hehe...
miss to work with all the very fun people...
LOL.
so sad im not going for the AYG...
if not can work with the same group of people again...
haiis...
nvm nvm...
there is a fina world cup that i might be able to go for...
haha...
FINA WORLD CUP!!!
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Sunday, June 7, 2009
alrights...
mood destroyed by you in the morning again...
actually it never got better...
but with what we smsed it was just getting worse...
well...
i really don't know what i can say about you...
since the first day friends been so important to you...
and i seem to mean nothing...
great...
i tried my very best to get what you want but it doesn't seem to be working...
you are tired so am i...
so afterall i suppose you are just being affected by what your friends say...
who was the one who ask me not to get affected and now who is the one being affected...
LOL...
biggest joke you retard..
so i was the cause of everything ya...
for you to being laugh at in front of our friends... for you to be always stress about money...
but who is the one always finding for money...
LOL.
den you are tired of making everybody happy den im not?
i need to work which you don't...
i have got school which you have but you don't go...
i need to always make my parents happy so that i can get money...
i need to maintain my grades so that i can stay in school...
i need to always make sure that you are not angry with me...
can't do anything wrong...
so you think its easy for me...
whenever you think about your problems you have never thought of how many other problems i have on top of problems that i need to solve with you...
so now what thats suppose to be a challenge for me huh...
ya you know what... i forgot you got a secret admirer always reading my blog...
so when i complain about you she will always back you up...
but bitch this is seriously none of your business so maybe you should just fuck off and die...
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alrights...
work today in the afternoon...
the weather was so bloody hot...
shouldn't say its hot... why not say it just feel very stuffy outside...
yes...
my mood wasn't any better today as compared to yesterday night...
well its still because of that somebody...
anyway... work was tiring although didn't earn much but there was a lot of customers...
i am half dead when i ended work...
didn't sms you for the whole day...
when i reached home and called you...
your phone was off...
sms you and no reply...
well it simply felt weird without your msges in my phone...
i tried to call you since 10pm till now...
well your phone is off...
sent ou 2 msges...
can i at least get some reply pls...
or is this the end???
the feeling is weird without you but i suppose i will learn to live my life without you starting from now...
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Saturday, June 6, 2009
had family dinner today...
lols...
nice food but boring cause only 3 person eating... lols...
nothing seems right for me today...
lols.
can't play that damn maple...
dunno why...
just keep dying...
for the first time...
i lose like freaking 20% exp...
stupid la...
yes today MOOD totally down...
all thanks to somebody...
everybody going overseas for holiday... when will it be mine???
sick and tired of always staying here...
im bored...
cant play facebook game as well...
yes...
everything is going against me...
why do i get so bothered by what you are doing...
always say that i don't care but it is always not what i meant...
this feeling is irritating la...
haiis...
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Tuesday, June 2, 2009
BIRTHDAY Today!!!
thanks people for all your smses and emails...
haha...
still didn't manage to go out with my classmates!
haha...
anyway sunday night met up with my bosses... Idris and Wilson...
went to baby's house after that...
haha...
yes... spend two nights at his house...
played maple... went shopping... eating...
everyday just slack and do nothing...
haha...
but well good times always past very fast...
i still want to play some more maple...
want to spend some more time with baby...
haha...
Anyways... tmr going to submit one very important form that will change my future...
haha...
like so serious ah...
actually it is very serious to me ah...
haha...
well to receive that letter was alr a very good birthday present to me...
haha...
just hope that my application would be a successful one this time...
haha...
so excited...
ahhhhh......
and and... i got a job interview on thursday...
was suppose to be tomorrow but i have alr got something on so i changed it...
haha...
hope i would be able to get the job as well...
like that i will have more money...
can clear my debts...
and most importantly...
can buy things that i like...
haha...
thats all for today i guess...
so tired and i need a good rest for tomorrow!!! haha...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to MYSELF!!!
IM 18!!!
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