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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

tomorrow is the only day i can see him before he leaves the country but i cant....
cause he send his car for servicing den he cant fetch me so tmr i cant see him.......
dun wan to go to school ar.... he also not around go also waste my time....
argh my whole mind is just about him.... during training i keep looking at my phone until i think barry is angry with me.... but cant be bothered la...
shane know that i leave jonathan is because of him and thinks that what im doing is wrong...
he actually sms me when im at home to ask me to consider before making any decisions.....
shane told me that i know who is the right guy for me.... i know but im very suffocated alr...
i feel bad for treating jonathan bad but he ever treated me badly before so we are quit....
tmr after ut test and he is leaving i dun think i even get to see him.....
sians... i think tmr after school i will just go to east coast park and slack cause really got no mood...
wah i really feel very sad until i feel like crying but i really find no reason for me to cry for him....
or mayb cry because he is leaving the country for 6 days... thats quite stupid...
but i just feel so sad....
not even joseph can make me happy....
driving me nuts....
anyway have decided to delete his number from my contacts or im just so afraid that i will flood his inbox when he is away....
probably after he come back he still want to talk to me he can just call me so that i will have his number....
why one week just have to pass so fast that tmr is alr thursday and he is leaving alr.....
just hope that the next few days that he is not around will pass so fast like how it has been these few days....
or i think i will be very miserable....
i will really miss you a lot after you leave... sobs...

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