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Saturday, May 24, 2008

today didnt even know that i was suppose to start work at 8...
woke up at 9 den nigel called and ask me go down for work cause i dun start at 10...
wth.. change roster also must tell me rite...
never inform how i know...
idris you are an idiot sia... never inform what kind of manager are you???
morning go to work barry called and talk to me and i got scolded...
alr in a very bad mood cause of shawn going to japan soon and also change of my roster and not enough sleep...
but barry still had to scold me so i couldnt take the stress and i cried....
cried at the bloody shop that im working at...
but nigel was nice to comfort me....
just felt very stress cause i alr tried my best to sell it but no it didnt work for me....
the whole day i tried to sell classes or even class but nobody want to buy...
by afternoon barry had to call to check on me again and thats it i got scolded again....
he said that i wasnt working hard enough anf he scolded me...
again i cried cause i really couldnt take it anymore....
this time i felt so bad that i couldnt stop crying....
nigel and justin came to comfort me...
but idris suppose to comfort me but in fact he was just rubbing into what barry had said...
idris dun be a fcuker... i know you are happy that i got scolded but you dun need to say all those things to me to make me feel worse...
if you dun like me then fcuk off....
i dun need you to like me....
if you want to be my friend just to see me cry and get scolded by barry den you are not welcome...
and things that i never done pls dun accuse me for doing it...
i haven been talking to barry for a long time other than msges that he requires me to reply him...
and i didnt complain to barry about you so stop all your assumptions that it is me who tell him....
its not like as if i have nothing better to do to go and complain abt you...
i get nothing from it so why must i do it...
dun be crazy...
i have other better things to do...
im not so free to bitch about you and it is also not worth it...
waste of my time, my saliva and my energy....
crazy asshole...
anyhow accuse me and never even apologize sia...
say alr thaat i never complain and yet you still dun believe me...
since you dun believe me den why bother asking if i complain abt you...
bloody retarded idiot....
even though i treat you as my friend but i just got to scold you cause you are fcuking pissing me off....
if you never do anything wrong den why scared of ppl complaining about you????
crazy....
finally i finish work walk out to go to the bus stop to take bus den i realise that i never bring my ez-link card...
today really an unlucky day for me...
no money, got scolded, den never bring ez-link card...
luckily i still have $3 plus still enough for me to take bus to PS den take a bus home....
promise to meet Nicholas at PS so cannot dun go....
cause he buying me my bdae present...
haha...
take bus 36 so crowded sia...
so many ppl den i have to squeeze inside...
sian la...
went to PS to buy the shorts that i want alr then i receive call from fiona that she fell down and hurt quite badly...
den while i was on the way home skatesports ppl call me to ask me for fiona's number sia...
but never give cause i scared never ask her later she angry with me...
den by night time idris sms me to ask me for fiona's hp number...
i never give cause i will never give my gf number to him de...
stop asking me for her number cause i will never give it to you...
all you need to know is that she is ok....
reach home le talk to shawn online but he nevver talk to me...
sad sia...
haiis...
want to go watch movie tmr but i got no money...
want to go skate but got nobody to go and skate with...
sian...
do anything also cannot...
im so sad.....

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