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Friday, May 30, 2008

today i woke up at 7 sms shawn he alr on the way to school...
so i took my time to bath den i leave the house..
reach school at around 9.18pm...
i thought i will be very late but so sad i wasnt....
that stupid lao char bor is so irritating la...
second meeting take my phone use as demonstration..
my phone is so precious to me she touch alr suay sia...
must change phone again...
all because of the lao char bor....
she waste my time for going to school also waste my money...
she is just wasting everybody's time....
anyway went to eat at crystal jade kitchen during the second break....
sms shawn if he wants anything i buy for him but he dun wan...
in fact he tell me that tonight he leaving for bangkok...
my reaction ws like wtf...
why do you have to tell me last minute???
do you even know that im sad when you say that you are leaving...
why cant you inform me earlier???
i ask you what time exactly you leaving you tell me night...
i want the exact time....
you call me when i was at causeway point to help you buy plaster..
i help you buy but did you know that i buy that for you because i will have a reason to meet you...
why from the time you leave for hong kong until now you never once meet me before you leave the country...
sometimes i feel like telling you how much i miss you but somehow i find it useless to tell you cause you will never treat it seriously...
wanted to takee cab with you after school to go home but since you never say i anything i aslo never ask you le....
went to tampines alone and all the while i was thinking of you...
well you will never know how i feel....
today's coaching was mostly done by barry and i was assisting him but it was fun...
after coaching look at my phone and i saw 1 msg from you at 8:13:47pm...
the only msg you send was 'bye bye tc'...
i didnt know whether i should cry or just act like nothing happen...
but i ask you when you are coming back there was no reply from you...
forget it....
it was no use asking you..
i will just have to emo until the day when you feel like smsing me bah....
luckily my holiday is alr occupied with things or else i will just keep thinking about you....
hope you come back soon so that i still can sms you...

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