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Thursday, June 26, 2008

nowadays only go out with ping siang and eddie.
but so sad eddie not working anymore last sunday i almost fainted cause only 2 people working...
i felt so pathetic for once by the fact that it as a sunday and only me and another girl is working...
shop was like in a mess but i dun care...
its not my problem..
barry shouldn't have sacked eddie cause he really have no more crew to work alr...
dunno how to think..
somehow i just think making that decision does not benefit anybody...
miss working with eddie so much cause whenever he is around the shop wouldn't feel so dead..
although he doesn't do much of the work but at least when we are very busy he would still help out...
miss him so much while working even though i see him almost everyday
to think of this coming weekend i have to work alone without eddie really got no mood to work le..
haiis..
ytd was shawn's last day in school felt so sad because he is leaving and also because almost every thing that he do he will only tell me last minute...
so many things happen to me ytd that i really have no mood to be in school today...
mood really affects my health a lot...
just because im unhappy im feeling very sick really cannot concentrate in class...
leaving the school by second break...
feeling very giddy...
sian ar..
feel like quitting school or rather i feel like dying...
my life means nothing to me now..
i feel so hopeless...
sobs...

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