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Monday, July 7, 2008

and he left me alone....
monday alr!!! so fast... haven spend enough time with him yet and he is going to camp le... today morning wake up late den 7 alr still haven leave the house... sian la... got no mood to do anything today... wake up alr know that it is going to be a bad day for me le... went to bath finding for clothes to wear then i realise i got no long pants to wear alr... in the end have to wear skirt neh... haiis dun dare to tell ping siang scared later he angry with me lei... on the way to school he called me and talk to me den when he is going to put down the phone i actually cried... dunno why just suddenly felt very sad... although im not going to see him only for 4 days but still it fees like it is a very long time to me... im used to meeting him everyday... reach school put down my bag covered my face with my jacket and i started crying.... dunno why just felt like crying so much... although he did sms me but well there is just a very weird feeling lar... i didnt want to cry so much but just cannot hold back my tears today... its like 4 days of not seeing you... some more today my luck is very very down... nothing seems to be the way i want it to be... whatever i took just cannot be in my hands and it drops on the floor even my hp... walk on flat pavement i also can tripped on my own leg... alomost fell down but didn't.... sad ar... today's topic in school is like another crap that i have to think about... went with my classmates to buy food den came back to class... the best thing is i receive a sms from ping siang saying that he meet me today at yew tee... i was surprised cause he just book in today den how come can come out... in the end he tell me that he going home thats why he can meet me today... i was like dam happy lar... get to see him today... hahahaha... can't wait for school to finish den i can go and meet him le... but he book out only at 6 and he need to be back in the camp by 11 i think... sian ar... i can only see him for about 4 hours... sians... 4 hours seems to be very long but it can also be a very short period of time only... intend to follow him back to camp den i go home lei but he dun allow... haiis still in school and still have like 2hrs plus more then i can see him... im very distracted alr got no mood to listen alr... just want the time to past faster den i can see ping siang le.... haha... that naggy uncle... haha... stop thinking that i wont miss you cause i do miss you. sad you cannot take my psp with you... your camp sucks sia...

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