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Tuesday, July 8, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN!!!
went to meet ping siang at yew tee ytd... in my whole entire life the first time going there...my god stand there for 1hr plus waiting for him... the worse thing is im wearing my jacket and its so hot.... almost fainted standing there for so long... i reach there even before 5 and then i have been standing at the control station till 6 plus... so tired... leg numb ar... then we took a train back to paya lebar cause he need to go home and take his things... went to LJS to eat dinner and he never eat... only look at me eat after that i become fat lar... ping siang told me that he have nights out on some day of the week but don't know when.... sad ar dunno when is the next time i can meet him again lei... decided that no matter what time he booked out from camp on friday i will go to yew tee to wait for him... went to his house sit there wait for him to pack his things den he still go and bath i waited even longer... haiis... before we even leave the house my mother alr called to ask me to go home at that very moment... sians... while waiting for bus to come he actually ask me to take cab home cause scared that my mother will scold me... but i insist that i will take bus with him to paya lebar den i take train home... dun waste money den also can send him to paya lebar mrt station... reach the mrt station den i miss my train le and after that his train came.... he rushing for time to go back to the camp so i ask him to leave first i go back on my own... my back was like facing him cause seeing him will make me feel sad... haiis... dunno why when the train leaving le i started tearing and people at the mrt station stared at me... sad ar... haiis when will it be the next time when i see him again.... for so long ytd was the first day i went home alone... everytime is either he accompany me home or eddie and him will accompany me home... felt so lonely and empty... when i was at home ping siang called and talk to me but then can only talk for 10min... sian ar... miss him so much lei... nights out!!! hope that wednesday he have nights out den i can go meet him le... haha... 3 more days to book out from camp.

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