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Friday, July 11, 2008

It's Friday!!!
today ping siang going to book out from camp le.... finally after so many days... miss him so much ar... i realise that when i have problems the first person i will think of is him cause no matter what he would always try to make me smile and make me feel better... haiis really miss him so much lei... can't wait to see him later... haha... ytd went to eddie's house and i hurt myself until i cried very badly... called ping siang and i started crying at that time really is feel like hugging him and cry lo... cause i know he would always comfort me de... dunno why i so stubborn eddie ask me dun look at his msges alr but i still look mayb i thought msg only so i wont be affected by it... but i think i still dun undertsand myself well... after i read the msg i immediately start to emo and i dun even have the mood to talk to him... although in front of him i treat it as i never see it but just dun want to talk to him but dunno why i purposely go to that msg and let him know i looking at it... his first reaction was to take the phone away from me... haiis i saw the msg le take away also got no use... while he was eating dinner i cried so badly suddenly i miss ping siang alot alot.. how i wish i can see him at that time... attitude eddie until i reach home and we never really talk... when im home i started crying again... all i could do is to cry... sms eddie to tell him that i actually saw the msg thats why i attitude him... really dunno what else i can say to him le... haiis... i see the need to let him know that i actually saw the msg... but i only make myself very very sad... i think i really mean nothing to him bah... sobs... bu ting hua and then make myself sad... haiis... today eddie never go to school cause his brother got enlisted into army... he going to tekong to eat chicken rice... lol. sad ar... i want to see ping siang now!!!!! i want to chabbot school... i want to go to yew tee... argh...

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