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Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Its Over i suppose...
the time we spend together was just so short... or rather i limited it to only for a few days... have been talking to i**** almost everyday... well there were some things that he said that was quite accurate though... i could not deny that he could really foresee what is happening in me... what he said to me in the shop today really touched my heart and i almost cried in the shop but i didnt... before i could even finish talking to him eddie was alr there... wanted to go to the beach and have some quiet time alone but was so tempted to skate... but while i was skating i did forget what he had ask me about if somebody were to choose between his good friend and his gf who would he choose... obviously i know the answer was his good friend... how about what am i to the somebody compared to his good friend... practically nothing... well i know the answer myself and yet im still deceiving myself... the thing that i need to do and should do is... TO STOP TALKING TO HIM... but i can't bring myself to do that... i need help... i need somebody to talk to... i need a shoulder to lean on and cry... im so lost and i really dunno what i can do... think about so many things while i was at the beach alone sitting down and repeating asking myself the same question that i**** had asked me... although i had the answer for it but still i cant come to any decision... and i am trying to find ways to change the answer just to convince myself that it is not what i thought... but answer still remain the same after so long... im so confused... Argh... life is always so miserable for me... haiis...

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