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Monday, August 11, 2008

Missing you!!!
its been for 6 days since the last time you talk to me... saw your msn nick which made me felt bad... well you are never going to read my blog and you will never know... how i wish you could be more understanding but sadly you are not... sometimes i wonder all those messages that you send to me before you go to court was all lies... well i suppose you are going to say that you did not... but actions shows it all... just because i was going to your house later then the time when i should be there you just got angry with me and i got nothing that i can do... well for the first few days i thought that i could get on with life without you but somehow is wasn't as easy as i thought... there was so many times when i wanted to send you a message to say sorry to you but i just couldn't get myself to send that message out to you... sometimes i feel like it is just so difficult for me to say sorry... and i am just so afraid that your reply towards me would be so can't be bothered or rather you would not even reply me... and so to my own conclusion i give up the thought of smsing you... although i have act and look like im happy even without you and i can't even be bothered but its not what it is like when im alone... how i wish we could turn back time and it just stays at the day before you go to court when we still treasure each other so much... people often treasure things after they lose it and it leads to regret... thats what is happening to me now... times when i past by your house have the urge to turn in and go up to your house just to say hi... well i suppose you wouldn't entertain that... knowing that you were going to skate with hester i thought i got a chance to see you for the last and only one time but you didnt come... i didnt show any disappointment or feel sad just to not let anybody know that i care... but i have always hope that you would come on that day not to skate but at least come to the shop... i mayb playing and going out almost everyday but somehow im not even sure of what im doing... you deleted me from your friendster which made me sad but gladly you didnt delete me from your msn... there was a few times when i wanted to add you again on friendster but from your character i suppose you would just reject it so i didnt do anything about it... well live still have to go on without you and i would try my very best to forget you which i think it would be impossible...

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