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Thursday, September 25, 2008

im on the verge of killing myself already... mum came back and saw me crying and there comes a whole lot of questions... quarrelled with eddie? got scolded? somebody came to find trouble with you? wth... stop bombing me with all that stupid questions which you know i will never answer... and thanks she got to add fuel to the fire by asking why didn't eddie pick you up from school today.... WOW! what a nice question to ask... that is obviously why i called her to fetch me and obviously why im crying!!!! are you stupid or what... while i was crying so badly boyfriend sms me... one of his sms was if you are angry with me that means you dun care that im sick, if you are not angry that means you are very understanding... so does it mean that if im angry im no understanding? YES. okay! nice one... i will always rmb this damn bloody sms... next time when im sick i dun want it to be like the last time when i go to his house... im not angry but just feel so fucked up... boyfriend if you are going to read this and you get angry with me i got nothing to say. today you feel like you are dying almost every other day i feel like im dying sia... whenever i step into school only i feel like im going to die alr... if everybody were to drive me nuts i think i will just jump off the building one day... im so sick and tired of my life... my dumb boyfriend is seriously dumb... told him that i got no mood to sms and i purposely said good night... bloody hell which day of the year do i go to bed so fucking early... and he actually replied the same thing... wtf... its obvious im sad why cant you find for something to talk to me about???!!! the reason why i was saying that was practically because i find that i totally got nothing to tell you or say to you cause of what happen today... den why cant you be more understanding towards me... for your information officially im not going to see you for 3 days. if you dunno why is it 3 i will tell you why... today is 1, tmr i have coaching till late night and you most probably will be working and that will be 2, saturday you are definitely working that will be 3. WOW! isn't that so wonderful 3 days of not meeting each other... i think as you are reading this you are getting very angry but i dun care anymore thats the only way i can vent my anger and the only way for me to say out all my problems... and while im typing this im still crying very badly...

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