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Wednesday, September 10, 2008

what a bad day it is today... back to my hiding place again after so long. so much memories here and i guess only one person know about my hiding. a place that i would come when im sad or frustrated. second day of school... so boring, tiring, and pissed off!!! everything is not going the way i want it to be... argh... im so tired of my life. so tired of living in this world. i want everything that has been around me to be out of my life and my world. i want to be alone. i want to be left alone. i dun care if people were to hate me i just want to be alone! it just sucks when you are with friends and... so much problem will arise and sometimes you just can't solve the problem... im just so sick and tired of my life. feel like crying out loud and im in need for a shoulder to lean on but who can i find for??? i always thought i have a lot of friends but they are friends that i could hang out and have fun with but not friends that i could tell my problems to and lean on their shoulder to cry out loud... friends are so easy to find but to find true friends it is just so difficult... argh!!! im so pissed off with myself... could i just kill myself??? hahaha.... if i were to try it i think it will be fun... ok i think im crazy but i love the crazy me... im the way i am. take it or leave it.

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