Monday, October 20, 2008
as i expected, i went to school myself today... nvm... its just like any other day when i go to school myself... haiis... nothing cheers me up now... will be home by about 8 today and i got nothing to do... damn... its been such a long time since i go home so early on a weekday... to think that im going to see boyfriend i really dunno how i can talk to him... haiis... anyway got to focus in school... screwed up.
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Sunday, October 19, 2008
i feel so dumb!!! so bloody fucking stupid!!! why did i even sit at the staircase expecting him to come..... argh!!!!!!!!!!!!! kill myself lar!!! boyfriend just disappoints me so much... tell me what can i do???!!! FUCKING DUN FEEL LIKE GOING TO SCHOOL TMR!!!!!!!
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say to go out with me in the end go work... fine lor... never feel so fucking miserable in my whole entire life before can... wtf... other people's bf can put down work just to go out with their gf but me... i just got nothing to say... i can cry at home and quarrel with my mum but got nobody to talk to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh.............. officially dun feel like going to school tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK lar!
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Thursday, October 9, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUE MING!!!
celebrated yue ming's birthday in class today... and we made a mess in the classroom... ahaha... and after that we got to clean up thats like sian lor... anyway left school early and i went to find boyfriend at his house... wakaka... at first say dun wan to go but in the end still go le... haha... went to his house to pei him den at night he follow me home... ate instant noodle at home lei... so long never eat liao... haha... anyway eddie brought my skates home and tmr he going to bring it for me to go to east coast... haha... he intend to go skating but i haven promise him to go... im lazy and tired thats why... haha... sorry dear... i will try to find for the mood to go skating with you kaes... i will try to be on form tmr... ahaha... anyway got to go sleep before eddie beats my backside for not sleeping early... must be a good girl... cause HE'S MINE. and very IMPORTANT to me... I OWN HIM! haha... Dear i love you. Muacks.
Labels: always be my baby....
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Wednesday, October 8, 2008
im confused and pissed off with myself!!!
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Thursday, October 2, 2008
dear im truly very sorry. i know my mistakes le. im sorry.
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the worse day ever...
im never going to get him back alr... my eyes swollen, bad headache, flu... how much more worse can i get in a day??!! damn its just so screwed up... i want baby back! i want eddie wee! omg!!! the more i talk to him the more i feel like killing myself. Fuck... Baby is so important to me. i want him back. i want baby so badly. Damn... dunno what i do that make baby angry but he is just so angry with me... well i didnt attitude him as he said so i was just to tired to look happy... i didn't know what went into my mind that i thought of breaking up with him... oh well... i regret sending that msg out after that... took a lift up to 6th floor and down and walk to my aunty's house void deck... baby actually followed... i was talking to joseph on the phone so ididnt talk to him... and he look too fierce for me to talk to... i think the way i talk and act just pissed baby off so much that he even agreed with the break up... oh well... obviously i regret... when i decided to walk home got to cross the road but i didn't even look where i was going... told joseph that i feel like dying... that was true i seriously feel like dying... but whatever it is i will never get baby back again...
baby im sorry... baby i want you back...
Labels: baby im sorry
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