Sunday, November 16, 2008
anniversary anniversary... its getting more and more not important... if this continues on i suppose i will even forget whats so special about the day...its just 3 months together but we are having so much problem. whats wrong? we are always fine for a few days and after that we are not. there is just too many problems between us but i don't even know what is the problem about. everything is making me feel miserable. i once thought i could prove people wrong about us being together was a mistake but somehow im not very sure about that myself now. but whatever choice i make now, i would still regret... i dunno what i can do... somebody tell me what should i do. im goin crazy soon...
when you left me just like that i was shocked and pissed off. shock because i didn't expect you to have done that. pissed was because you left without even saying bye to me... saw you online and tried to talk to you but you just dun want to reply me... can you pls tell me what you want from me? i dunoo what i can do the only thing i could do was to cry... i can't stop crying... damn... everytime i see the ring i felt worse... dun have the mood to go to school tmr...
im falling sick. AGAIN... this shouldn't be happening but i dunno why is it happening again... everytime i see a doctor it is just a waste of my money... argh... sick sick sick.
where's my piglet? i miss him...