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Saturday, November 29, 2008

went to school today but i struggled through the whole day... was freaking tired and in the midst of other's team presentation i fell asleep... went to the toilet to wash my face so that i would be awake... but im still tired... really don't feel like going to work today... some more today emily is going to ikea and we are going to eat dinner together so i really dun feel like going for work... haiis... i have got no choice... after school went to ikea with ynez and emily... ynez went to work and me and emily went to the cafe to eat... saw brandon at the cafe and i got shocked... haha... my reaction was funny i thought... den i took a cab to work and after work took a cab back to meet up with emily... didn't do much during work and i was very quiet... didn't have the mood to talk about anything... barry was asking if i quarreled with eddie or something big has happen thats why i look so down but i just said that everything was fine... i told him that i was just tired... but he didn't believe... he delayed for a while before letting me go to discuss about my schedule for work... and so i was late meeting emily... me and emily walked around ikea to look at the showroom... we only went to the bedroom, bathroom and kids section... the rest not interested... hehe... went home at about 9 plus and im lonely again... argh...


i miss eddie... im starting to miss baby a lot... i've already forgotten the time when i last saw him... i miss his hugs and kisses... i miss him holding my hands... but he seems so far away from me now... i miss him but yet when im talking to him i dunno what i should talk to him about and what should i tell him... im starting to forget how he really is like... he is my bf and yet a stranger to me too... i suddenly feel that i don't know him well or maybe i really don't know him well... i miss him, i want to see him but at the same time im also starting to get use to the life without him... this isn't what i want... argh... I Miss Baby So Much!!!!!

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