Thursday, April 30, 2009
Last day of school for the week!
tmr is labour day...
woohoo...
anyway school was as usual today...
boring...
but with my interesting classmates around...
they changed everything...
hehe...
didn't go to town as planned...
instead dalton, labin, elly, janice and me went to watch movie at causeway...
we watch Taken... Nice show...
hehe...
first class outing with my yr2 classsmates...
yeah yeah...
after movie went to starbucks and slack...
left at 8.30pm and i stupidly took a bus to Eunos...!
LOLS!
dumb sia...
anyway enjoyed myself today and with my interesting classmates that i have it motivates me to go to school...
haha...
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Wednesday, April 29, 2009
went to school very very early today...
reached school at 8.30am...
was the first to be in class... lol...
today is the naggy faci again...
and all the while i didn't understand what she was talking about...
lol...
played sushido since class started till class end...
haha...
went to W1 with lorrian, dalton, labin, vincent and wailong to collect the free bag for shl students...
lol...
after that walk to inter tgt...
and i went to take a bus home...
bus home was a horror...
there was this disgusting guy sitting beside me...
he sleep in the bus fine...
but but he kept leaning towards me...
and that isn't the worse...
he was drooling on his shirt and his mucus was coming out from his nose...
totally disgusting...
when he wake up, he didn't take a tissue to clean, he just used his hands....
and he wipe everything either on his shirt or his pants...
end up his pants can clearly see is full of dried mucus stains...
freaking disgusting...
and he looks worse than a beggar...
gosh...
and when he cough he doesm't even have the basic manner to cover his mouth...
spreading germs to ppl...
wth...
the worse thing was with his hand full of his saliva and mucus he went to hole on to the poles on the bus...
contaminating everything...
taking bus home was a total nightmare...
I WANT PPPL TO ACCOMPANY ME HOME!!!!!
ANYONE WOULD BE SO KIND???
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Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Presentation was disastrous...
OMFG....
faci got so many questions to ask...
she practically ask for every single slide...
and really she talk in a sarcastic manner...
gosh...
anyway there is so many things for me to do after school...
got to go to bridal shop to take thing...
my bag is alr so heavy and i still got to take other things...
my hand is gonna break...
was suppose to help mummy pay phone bill but i really dun have the time to do so la...
must go queue up at the post office...
wanna finish school faster and go bridal shop...
home sweet home..
i wanna sleep...!
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3:04:00 PM
Monday, April 27, 2009
by the time you finish reading my post you should be very angry le bah...
no choice lei...
i type at least can tell you everything...
say to you 70% you will never listen...
tl le jiu ignore me...
actually type out and post it also the same...
you tl le also ignore me...
msn ah...
you also not online...
sms...
also can't type that long la...
but at least i've said what i wanted to say...
say finish everything now i going to tell you... no offence.
this is how sombody say le and end with this wor... BITCH de lor...
oops... im sorry wor just scolded her... lols!
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hmm let me say this...
you sms me only when you've got nothing to do...
sms me probably when you happen to rmb...
so if i dun send you a sms that you can reply you dun even bother to send another msg back...
alright since you do it like that... i will do the same...
always is i sms you first den you will sms me...
i tired and lazy le...
always must i ask you out, tell you where to go...
im out of ideas le...
you will never ask me out de lor...
got la ask me go to your house...
lols...
dun worry ppl dun read my blog they come here tag only...
no need tl...
maybe only your 'darling' will read cause she too free...
oh sorry no offence...
lol...
you are like a block of wood can...
haiis...
oh ya one more thing to tell you...
you always spoil my mood de lei...
thought you coming my school find me end up never...
i cancel all appointments, pang seh friends end up...
i go eunos meet you or i go home myself or go out alone...
lols!!!!!
i feel that i am being used...
being used by the person whom i think is closest to me...
damn it...
feeling sucks sia...
sobs sobs...
WHO CAN COME MY SCHOOL FETCH ME WHEN I FINISH LESSON???
im sick and tired of going home alone from such a far place...
bored of going out alone...
somebody just accompany me PLEASE!!!
i am soon to be dying of boredom...!
Save Me!!!
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Thursday, April 23, 2009
School sucks today!!!
Facilitator sucks and the module sucks!
It was so boring...
but teammates was fun...
suppose to meet up with program chair but didn't...
heex...
was more concern about going for break so i postponed it...
heex...
but no matter what i still got to meet up with him...
damn it... i just dread to meet him...
meeting him was nothing good...
yea... and anyway they only postponed it for one day so tmr i got to go to school to meet him...
the worse thing is it is after school...
i regret to postpone it....
its from 4-5pm and i can foresee i wouldn't have time to go out...
haiis...
RP life is relax but it just takes up too much of my time...
anyway after 4 days of school...
i start to like my new class... they are interesting... funny...
lols!
after school was suppose to meet up with Idris...
but but...
i couldn't finish my work on time...
by the time i finish it was alr quite late...
will see if i have the time tmr to visit him...
quite worried about him...
felt bad about not keeping to what i say...
anyways today took my first picture after i put braces...
haha...
i look funny with my braces on...
haha...
tmr got to meet baby in the morning so im gonna go to sleep now...
and its alr very late...
glad that im starting school late tmr...
but still i end late too...
ahaha...
doesn't make much difference though...
thats all for today. :D
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Baby!!! Thanks for watching movie with me today...
and and...
allowing me to eat ice-cream... woohoo...
so nice lei...
you made my day!
after one day at school which was so tiring i finally got time to relax...
thanks!
After school, meet up with baby at Tampines 1...
yes, i've been there alr...
nothing much though.
went to watch movie after window shopping...
lol.
done with movie and home sweet home. :)
anyways home to do my RJ, a pretty long one...
lol.
went to my blog check for tags, check my emails...
and updating my blog now...
i learnt about different types of health and thought i was healthy...
but just when i think i am...
i realise i am mentally ill...
after all my mental health is not that good though...
but im glad that eddie is there to comfort me... thanks baby.
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Wednesday, April 22, 2009
School!!!
three days of school was so boring...
i want another holiday now.
lessons was boring but my class is fine..
yesterday went to school and home sweet home...
was so tired...
never meet baby yesterday so intend to meet him today...
shall see if i can finish early and go to his school to meet him...
bored...
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Monday, April 13, 2009
where are all the enjoyable days that i had with you???
i lost it so can you help me get it back?
whatever you do now just doesnt make me fell secure at all...
and whatever you say or do now just make me don't believe in you even more...
can you do something to save it?
you don't seem to realise that we have a lot of problems that needs to be solve...
on an ordinary i wouldn't realise it too but till the way you react to certain things i truly think that we have a lot of problems...
while i was walking with you today i realise no matter how far or near you are to me, you still seem to be so far away from me... seems like we didn't know each other...
you would be thinking what problems do we have... and no matter how hard you think you wouldn't be able to figure it out cause you don't think that it is a problem to you...
to think back how i spend my day today, it was really miserable...
walking beside you was so stressful, hearing you talk and answering your questions seems so scary cause you were so fierce if you didn't realise...
sitting in the train or in the bus wasn't as relax as before...
and if i were to talk about your friends now... that's it... you are going to get angry again...
its starting to get very stressful everytime i go out with you...
its not fun anymore...
but when im home i would be crying...
i start to have a phoebia to go out with you or to ask you out...
you seem to enjoy the time out with your friends but its not like that when you are out with me recently...
before i saw that picture you used to be so nice to me and not fierce...
can you help me find him back?
the feeling really sucks now...
no matter how much i try,
friends will always come first for you.
this fact never changed. :'(
friends will always come first for you.
this fact never changed. :'(
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Sunday, April 12, 2009
was it my fault or yours???
i was angry with you for doing that to me...
end up i still talk to you, didnt ignore you as i planned...
but have i really forgiven you of what you've done?
now, everytime i see you it reminds me of that picture...
i just can't forget that...
even if you have deleted the photo its of no use...
when im at home i still feel so miserable...
sad to say but now i feel so insecure with you...
not knowing when you are going to do something like that again...
i used to put all my trust in you, believe everything that you've said to me...
even if outsiders were to say that you might be lying to me...
i would still believe you...
but now i don't know if i could still believe what you've said to me...
im so sorry but i think i've just lost my trust for you...
the way you try to tell me something really sucks...
you should have thought of something else instead of telling me this way which is so cruel...
the scar in my heart would always be there and it will never be gone...
sobs sobs... :'(
i wanted to say,
I HATE YOU.
but sitting down and think carefully,
i couldn't bear to say it to you.
I HATE YOU.
but sitting down and think carefully,
i couldn't bear to say it to you.
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Saturday, April 11, 2009
the feeling sucks when i see something i don't wish to see...
im hurt very seriously hurt...
i can't forget what i have seen...
its stuck in my head...
who can help me forget it...
its worse than all the nightmares i've ever dreamt of...
its one of things which i wish most to be just a dream...
i've lost all my favourite things..
thanks for being so nice to me...
letting me see it only now when im alw trying my very best to be nice to you...
when im trying to control my temper towards you...
when i really love you so much you got to hurt me this way...
im sick and never going to get well...
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