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Monday, April 13, 2009

where are all the enjoyable days that i had with you???
i lost it so can you help me get it back?
whatever you do now just doesnt make me fell secure at all...
and whatever you say or do now just make me don't believe in you even more...
can you do something to save it?
you don't seem to realise that we have a lot of problems that needs to be solve...
on an ordinary i wouldn't realise it too but till the way you react to certain things i truly think that we have a lot of problems...
while i was walking with you today i realise no matter how far or near you are to me, you still seem to be so far away from me... seems like we didn't know each other...
you would be thinking what problems do we have... and no matter how hard you think you wouldn't be able to figure it out cause you don't think that it is a problem to you...
to think back how i spend my day today, it was really miserable...
walking beside you was so stressful, hearing you talk and answering your questions seems so scary cause you were so fierce if you didn't realise...
sitting in the train or in the bus wasn't as relax as before...
and if i were to talk about your friends now... that's it... you are going to get angry again...
its starting to get very stressful everytime i go out with you...
its not fun anymore...
but when im home i would be crying...
i start to have a phoebia to go out with you or to ask you out...
you seem to enjoy the time out with your friends but its not like that when you are out with me recently...
before i saw that picture you used to be so nice to me and not fierce...
can you help me find him back?
the feeling really sucks now...


no matter how much i try,
friends will always come first for you.
this fact never changed. :'(


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