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Monday, May 11, 2009

IHATEYOUMUMMY!!!
i really hate you alot...
why can't you just give me what i want...
i just want to go out late for one day...
just one day of every week...
why can't i have the privilege???
because of you... i hate to come home...
i hate to see your face...
i hate to talk to you...
i like nothing in this house...
nothing in this family...
i just can't wait to find for a stable job and move out of the house...
i just want you out of my sight...
i want to have my own freedom...
i want my own life and not you controlling me...
it just sucks...
im like a joke amongst my friend...
this really sucks...
why is my life always so difficult for me???
i didn't want it this way but it always is...
IHATEMYLIFE!!!

and you i thought you say you were tired...
ask me not to meet...
end up you are playing computer games at home...
can't bear to part with your computer games right...
and then if your friends ask to meet you will definitely meet...
since these two are so important to you...
den why would you even need me?
special reasons?
lols!
im so stress and so many family problems and your problem which is also my problem...
its alr enough...
but instead of lightening it you are adding on to it...
really la...
if you see this post today..
tmr might as well dun meet...
you everyday play game till morning...
so which day are you not tired???
NONE!!!!!!!!!!!
you are tired every single day...
so does it make any difference if i meet you today or tmr???
NO!!!!!!!
promise to meet me end up never...
what is this...
next time things you can't do don't promise la...
it just ruin everything can!!!
really la if im so not important to you as compared to your friends and your computer games...
just tell me so...
at least i know the fact...
dun let me live in my own dreamland and after that always make me sad...
really...
i feel what people say is true...
excessive computer games ruin people's life...
i can tell you... continue playing like that and don't regret k... :'(
i forgot you once said promise are meant to be broken...
so it applies in the past and also the present...
since i was the one who ask you to promise to meet...
and you broke one day of your promise...
might as well let me break the rest...
which ever day that you promise to meet...
its meant to be broken...
so you don't have to meet me as planned alr...
you have your own free time to do whatever you want...
how about when you want to meet me den sms me...
so it wouldn't seem like im irritating you to meet...
and so it gives you much more freedom and more time to yourself...
i think that would suit you best and be most comfortable for you...

this feeling sucks...
i've got problem and i can only talk to myself...
i cry and the only person that care for me is me myself...
does he even know i cry...
i suppose not...
not until i post this blog post...
not until he read it...
it have not been easy for me...
you are stress but i feel more stress than you do...
i've got other family problems to face...
i've got my stupid mummy who constantly scolds me for nothing...
who doesn't allow anything that i do...
you will never understand how i feel...
never ever understand...
IM SICK AND TIRED OF MY LIFE...
SOMEBODY KILL ME PLS!!!

oh ya anyways....
today morning Dalton bought kinder joy...
and i got one too!!!
haha...
thanks Dalton..!
but i want kinder surprise...
haha...

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