Wednesday, July 29, 2009
why???
I always never get what I want....
you will never give me what i want but i always got to listen and give you what you want!!!!
bloody piece of wood!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I need to do what you want me to do but you would never do what I want you to do.!
Don't say you don't know that im not free today...
if i can say that i can wait for you...
your bloody common sense tells you that im free!!!!!
other ppl can spend every day with their gf only you cant!
ya just because i go out i cant stay at home...
pls la other than your friend's gf and your dearest ex sharoln, no other girl would stay at home every single day alr...
IM DAMN FUCKING ANGRY CAN!!!
YA EVERYTHING MUST BE IN CAPS CAUSE IM REALLY SO AFRAID YOU CAN'T SEE SIA...
YOU ALWAYS CANNOT BE THE ONE TO COMFORT ME ESPECIALLY WHEN IM SUFFERING A WHOLE DAY IN SCHOOL.
CAN HAVE MORE CARE AND CONCERN NOT??????
USE YOUR BRAIN THINK WHAT YOU CAN DO AND NOT ALWAYS SAY DON'T KNOW.
I DON'T NEED USELESS ANSWER AND YA THATS WHY YOU ALWAYS DON'T BOTHER TO COMFORT ME CAUSE YOU WILL SAY YOU DON;T KNWO WHAT YOU CAN DO OR SAY TO ME!!!!
WOW. COOLNESS!
WHAT A NICE PERSON SERIOUSLY!
maybe all along we are just a mistake!
you are not special to me anymore. just like my random friends. thats how much you worth.
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Tuesday, July 21, 2009
a picture of the weird korean seafood set that baby ate today...
LOL.
UT today and i was feeling so tired...
lol
worse still today microecons...
late 1min also cannot...
and ya i was late...
there goes my 0.5 lor..
dunno how to help student one... only know how to follow the rules...
be flexible a bit la...
lol
as usual this module is just so boring and always making me fall asleep...
i just don't like this module eh...
LOL.
anyways after school went to tampines...
walked through all three shopping malls...
went to check price of external hardisk, and also ate dinner before going home...
lol.
Lastly not to forget...
my dearest Kimberly...
yes really never see her for 1 week already...
other than using webcam...
lol
miss her lots already luh...
sister ah when you going to meet me eh...
lol.
must meet up soon kaes...
Love You!!!
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8:59:00 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
well short outing with bf today...
suppose to go to cathay to buy my laptop casing...
but the moment i tell him the place...
i know it was quite impossible for me to go alr...
yea... that weirdo doesn't like to go to orchard...
but... cathay is not even in orchard...
its off orchard for sakes...
LOL.
oh well...
stuck to my bloody east side which is so bloody boring...
and going shopping basically is to look at things and even if you dun buy you still can say you feel like buying just for fun...
oh well kno what...
he doesn't like it at all...
totally out of this world...
LOL
yea... going to shopping malls and shop and all different outings just made me have this very strong feeling that we are from two different world that we can't click most of the time...
he just can't accomodate with the outing to orchard not even OFF orchard...
not bugis on weekends...
oh well where else in singapore can we go...
only his house i guess and tampines and pasir ris...
LOL
cause its all near to his house...
we make a big difference and it seems like being together was just wrong...
or maybe i am used to being pampered cause im the only child...
but no matter what you would think for other people although it was my thing and you got to get other ppl in and help them..
oh well...
what is this...
i know i am self-centred... so???
im brought up like that...
i don't know how to share...
and don't try to teach me or ask me to learn cause i will never do so...
sad to say you think more for those ppl ard you and just that little bit for me...
but those ppl that you thought of and ask me to help have they thought of me before...
er i suppose not eh...
lol.
im just being selfish kaes...
i dun like to think for other ppl eh...
and sending you off you just walk off like that eh...
WOW...
best one...
other ppl will help their gf and think for them and care for them and love them and work to earn money for them...
but you...
help me i dun dare to think.... think for me more like think for others around you...
care for me once in a while... love me if you are in the mood eh...
work not for me but ya to clear your friend's debt...
which is so called your debt...
i can really see your effort in loving me eh...
always say im important to you...
but i think when your friend is in trouble they are more important...
ya i know why...
cause i want money to spend... thats why you dun see the need of helping me...
oh well i will never get anything from you eh... going shopping is an offence?
buying clothes is an offence?
just because your previous gf can stay at home, your friend's gf can stay at home and not go out so i must be like them?
why must i be so deprived..
i know... want to go out can... spend my own money and go out with my friends not you right...
cause you won't allow me to buy things cause i need to save money...
for what fuck...
i don't even know when i will die...
save the money to bring into my coffin???
LOL
touch your heart and ask yourself what have you really done for me?
and have you pamper me before?
you know for almost one year the only happy day i rmb was only one pathetic day at plaza sing...
thats was the only day when i was really happy...
and it just ended there...
i don't expect 365 days of that but can i have mojority of the days we spend together to be like that day...
and you work cause you need to help your friend's clear debt... den how about the debt that i owe...
partly was also your responsibility eh...
i had to find money and now i got to clear the debt myself...
but some other ppl you help her pay eh...
dun need me to tell you who i think you know... your beloved one...
everything i got to try to solve it myself...
the other day almost wanted me to go to the clinic alone...
you can think of others can think for me or not?????
HOW I WISH YOU COULD LOVE ME MORE WITH HUGS AND KISSES...
OR MAYBE WE ARE JUST A MISTAKE...
yea cried again upon typing this post...
to my sister KIMBERLY...
really hope that you are with me now...
cause i know you will wipe away my tears and make me laugh...
really miss you la sister..!
must meet up soon kaes...
Love You! :D
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11:20:00 PM
S I A N!!!!!
going work alone lor...
i want ppl accompany me lei...
so sad can...
haiis...
some more after work going to bugis...
den go bugis alone...
thats damn stupid la...
haiis...
my life is so sad can..!
argh...
anyways... as what i have promise...
never see sister for about one week alr lei...
really miss her...
cause she always make me laugh...
even on days when i feel like crying...
kimberly is my best sister la...
haha...
Love You sis!!!!
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10:31:00 AM
Saturday, July 18, 2009
change of plans...
not meeting sister alr...
cause she can't make it...
lol
sian... dunno who i can go out with tmr alr...
hmm...
anyway sister felt quite bad after she saw my blog post eh...
wanted to delete but she dun allow...
KIMBERLY...
dun need feel bad you dumb dumb...
haha...
i will still love you..! :)
hahaha...
but don't know if i should still go and buy the casing or not...
LOL.
kinda lazy to go eh...
shall see how things go in the afternoon...
haiis...
i bet he wont even take the initiative to ask me out or say to accompany me to go and buy things... LOL.
what a sucker...
dammit...
anyways to my beloved sister...
Love You! :)
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2:07:00 AM
Friday, July 17, 2009
its FRIDAY..!
im shag by today alr...
online but didnt even talk to my sister...
too lazy...
im too tired....
i need a good rest...
but definitely not rest on Saturday...
cause cause im going out with sister!...
haha...
yippee towning tmr eh...
haha...
going to have crazy time cause sister never fail to make me laugh and forget all my troubles...
love her la...
my adorable sister...
three days never see her...
kinda miss her eh...
haha...
to my adorable sister...
see you tmr..!
dun forget our date..!
love and miss you!
HAHA...
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8:22:00 PM
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Congrats to Elly and Fabian!!! (L)
1 month tgt liao wor..
LOL.
here is a picture of them...
stay happy kaes..! :)
okay finally manage to upload photo and post this... haha...
was in the same team as Elly today...
haha...
my toilet and break time partner eh...
LOL.
and and UT today...
stress cause it is IPA.
goodness so difficult to score eh... LOL
Lastly,
LOVE MY SISTER, KIMBERLY!!!
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11:12:00 AM
Thursday, July 9, 2009
somebody told me,
sometimes its not possible to get back something you threw it away...
yea i truly agree with that...
but not until i tried i don't think i will give up...
I happen to be looking at the rp sticker which i have everyday...
realise that it only stick once on my hand and once i tear it off, i will never be able to stick it back agian...
well i guess thats the same thing that applies to my life...
i threw it away and i can't get it back...
no matter how much i regret i won't get it back...
cause its just like the sticker it will never stick...
you are like my rp sticker which i will never be able to stick back...
but why...
why can't i have another chance...
I always do something and i would realise i made the wrong decision after that...
what a loser...
and now i want to get it back but i can't...
life is so miserable...
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