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Saturday, September 12, 2009

I just suspect tht I am suffering from depression...
LOL.
my family is so screwed... Dad is a hopeless piece of shyt...
He is one bloody bastard who is so irritating...
Momma... scolds me when she is in a bad mood when i nvr do anything wrong...
Scolds and blame me when Dad does something wrong or pissed off...
what has all those got to do with me?
Im so bloody innocent, i mean all those things that she scold me for has got nth to do with me...
and bf...
its just getting more and more difficult for me to communicate with him...
can someb0ody help me???
Momma!
just stop irritating me about bf alrights..
give me a break...
i know he is good for nothing, lazy and always dun want to work...
i know you are asking me to leave him for my own good...
i know because you find tht he dun care for me, he dunno how to be nice to me and don't know how to love me...
but can you just stop...
this is just making me very tired...
i also tried to leave him ah...
not like i never...
but i can't wht...
I know alot of ppl say not worth it...
cause i can find much better guys...
but i just can't do it ah...
no matter how much i hate him, how angry and sad am i with him...
still can't ah...
I really tried le...
I really tried my very best le...
I tried to change him to treat me better but it just doesnt work ah..
let me hurt myself and i will leave him kaes...
let me kill myself...

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